Be very still

Uhm.. Yeah... So I'm kind of lost in Twilight world again. You can't blame me! Blame it on... Well, Twilight. It's not my fault Stephanie Meyer has a gift for hypnotizing girls like me, satisfying our every wish for perfection in a boy. Edward Cullen. Jacob Black. Now that's perfection. Can't argue with that. They kind of fill eachother out in a way. They're both perfect, but toghether they would be... It really doesn't exist a word to describe what that would be.

Every time I look up from one of the books and look around. I can't help a little flinch of disapointment run through me. Even though I can't complain or anything, because I have a great life and all that and bla bla bla, every single time I look up from the book I seriously feel like I live in a dump. I know it's a bad thing to say, but especially looking at all the boys around me, I realize there isn't much hope. Haha. But I wont give up waiting for my prince charming, secretly hoping for an Edward Cullen. I would literally kill to take Bellas place.

I watched the Twilight movie yesterday, with my beloved friends, and oh my God. Robert Pattinson. Edward Cullen. Amazeballs. Even though I seriously think I would have made a better movie because this one kind of sucks from time to time, I can't help but love it. I mean... It's twilight. I wonder if I'll ever get tired of that word, twilight, but I really doubt it.

HOLY MAMA, can someone please stop me? I'm sitting here gabbing on about nothing. (Nothing- hah. Try my life). Anywaysssss, I'm sensing I should probably stop. Yeah, I'll just go to my room and read a little... Twilight? Uhm. I guess we all know the answer to that. HELL YES! See ya.

(Yes. I am a freak. And I love it)